So I’ve been noticing I’m putting a lot of pressure on myself lately. I keep getting frustrated that I’m not strong anymore (strong for me). Frustrated that I get out of breath so easily, tire easily. I’m anxious about going out with Evie on my own, thinking what if I can’t manage her by myself?
I’m also going a bit crazy in my head…part of me wants to figure everything out right now. Who is the new Devon? What does she want to do with her life? And the other part says ‘What’s wrong with you? You don’t need to figure everything out right now. Just have fun and let things sort themselves out when it’s time.’ I’m going to try very hard to listen to the second part of me.
So we have Dubai for a week, then Christmas/New Years, and then two weeks in Cancun before I have to be a responsible adult again. A break well deserved I think!!
Feeling: Happy