There has never been a better day then yesterday. Glorious hot sun, clear blue skies and my girl crazy happy about getting to splash around in a small pool all day. Just seeing how amazed she was with her new pool made me appreciate everything. How much joy she could have in something so small. 🙂
I don’t know if it was because it was the 4th of July, or if it was because it was the three of us together, but I was just so so happy. Elliott even went on a walk with us later in the day and he usually never likes to do that.
It is dawning on me that I’m starting chemo next week but as things start to unfold and more and more doctor appointments begin to happen, I’m feeling less scared about it. Perhaps because it’s inevitable, or perhaps because I’ve built it up just so much that there’s no more crazy I can make it…but I am starting to see that this is something I’m going to actually do so I will have to try to make the best of it.

Feeling: Okay