Cancer Day 105 / Chemo Session 4/8: Sick of it

It’s so weird to think that two years ago we were getting married on this day. We never would have thought we’d be where we are, that life would throw us such weird curveballs. But no matter, we’re still thankful for each second we have together.
I’m feeling different after this chemo treatment. I’m beyond fatigued. I feel completely worn out, and with no more steroids after the session, it’s just awful. It’s amazing how much those really help you to keep going, keep eating etc. I can sleep standing up if it meant I’d get an extra few minutes. I can’t wait for this nightmare to be over. I’m sick of suffering, I’m sick of feeling like this. So so sick of it.